soto no kuuki

ハイキングに行きたい気持ちdeいっぱいです

もしかしたらまりりんが来るかもしれないから、そしたらどこかに行くと思います。

本屋さんでバイトもできそうだし、なかなか良し！　
ただ早くペーパーを書いて、数学の勉強しないと、。　今更、。　昔からできないのに！

こないだanxiety attackがでて、肺と気管がいた〜くなり、１日半程生気が失われていたけれども

今日はとっても満足したおかいものができたのでよしと。

えんぴつで

去年もらった美しいノートに色々な思いを書いている際、その昔よく手紙交換なるものをしていたなあ　とふと思い出し、しばし切ない思いに。
この綺麗なノートが悲しいことばかりでなく、日々の些細な美しい出来事まで記録されるものになるかどうかはすべて自分次第なのだと改めて気づく。　

夜中の一時が三分ノ一過ぎようとしている

なんでもなし

手紙を書いた。

われながらへたくそな字と子どものような文章をはずかしくおもいながら、自分ではもうあまりみたくないのでさっさと綴じて送りました。

切手や、封筒ののりをなめるのがすきなのはこどもの頃からかわらないなー

一番ベーシックなアメリカの切手はすでにシール化されていて、そのような小さな楽しみを味わうことはもうできないが

Merry Christmas 2009

I like this holiday a lot when nothing is complicated. Our plan was very simple, put all the presents under the tree (very tiny), and open them together on Christmas Eve so we did. Tomorrow is a real Christmas day and we are going to travel little far to celebrate with a family. I'm taking amtrak and will be leaving quite early so the view will be beautiful I believe.

Happy Holidays

Just for the reference

see it this works
bridge
http://www.photographymoodle.com/mod/resource/view.php?inpopup=true&id=148
camara raw basics
http://www.photographymoodle.com/mod/resource/view.php?inpopup=true&id=149
camera raw tools
http://www.photographymoodle.com/mod/resource/view.php?inpopup=true&id=150
photomerge
http://www.photographymoodle.com/mod/resource/view.php?inpopup=true&id=176
manual merge
http://www.photographymoodle.com/mod/resource/view.php?inpopup=true&id=178
median rendering
http://www.photographymoodle.com/mod/resource/view.php?inpopup=true&id=186
sharpening
http://www.photographymoodle.com/mod/resource/view.php?inpopup=true&id=196
printing
http://www.photographymoodle.com/mod/resource/view.php?inpopup=true&id=197
web gallery
http://www.photographymoodle.com/mod/resource/view.php?inpopup=true&id=202
HDR
http://www.photographymoodle.com/mod/resource/view.php?inpopup=true&id=206

the last day of the semester

I went out with some of the classmates and the prof last night. We went to a really nice cozy little place in woodside and had delicious coffee and cake. We talked about film and how school is being dick about funding activities and clubs etc...
The professor invited me for the Christmas dinner which I'm pretty excited about. She lives 2-3 hours away from San Francisco (yes, she comes out to the city a few times a week to teach) so it would be a nice trip by train or car or whatever I decide to use that day. I'm still kind of skeptical about the whole train system here but it seems like they are functioning pretty well. I'm not sure on Christmas morning though...?
Anyway, today is my last day of the semester. I'm pretty happy about it. This is probably the most "successful" semester. Man, it took me for four years to realize this but it's not really hard if I'm studying what I'm truly interested in with a great prof.
I've been wanting to visit Oregon lately, it seems like a great place, except, I'm not sure how much rain they get. People say it rains a lot up there but living expense-wise, it is about 1/3 of this area. (Palo Alto)
We'll see where I'll end up next.

The semester is almost over

It has been an interesting semester. I met many people, a great professor and so on yet, something is missing. I found it's interesting that many people here in San Francisco are wanting to be in L.A. Because of these reasons. 1) Because the weather is nicer. 2) More opportunities there 3) Just want to be away from own hometown and explore more
I think it's understandable though, cause if I lived in the bay area for my entire life, I would be eager to move somewhere else. Always seeking for something new, something different. I guess it is a human nature in a sense.
My other thoughts for today is that ART SCHOOLS ADMISSION OFFICE ARE NOT RELIABLE. C'mon it's an art school. What can you expect. But I thought it's interesting how things function so differently in different cultures. The admission office of a private Catholic university is amazingly quick, I shouldn't even compare the two. I should just accept this fact, right? I talked with my photo professor and he said, " They will talk to you if you are right in front of them." You are certainly correct, and you spend 6 years in art schools. Can't ignore the elder's advice now.